Lousy
I didn't know what I felt right now. I was just so tired of everything. I didn't even know whether all of this worth the struggling. I didn't also know am I taking the right direction. I decided to join the university just for the sake of the diploma. However, now I wondered. I wondered how would all of this brought me to? English is fun but teaching it...... I didn't think so. I lied if I said I did not enjoy it sometimes, but sometimes it got me. I didn't feel good today. I felt like faking my self to others. At first I felt like very careful with what I did in this school. However now, I felt like I had nothing to lose. I had lost my motivation to study and continue it. Oh Boy, did I picked the wrong door? Was it too late to go back? After all, I had 8 weeks to go. I should enjoy it while it lasted.